Jusdina

Haha…The feeling of going on a holiday was simply….not so good..so boring..Anyway, was because that i hadn’t planned anything this yr for my holiday..So sigh once again..I went to take care of my granny coz she had a eye op to remove the cateract from the right eye..Wasn’t a good experience lar. So i learnt how to cook rice at her place..I didn’t do a very good job at first..My rice turned out to be porridge..ya..try cooking rice on a stove and u will be grateful to that person who invented the rice cooker..coz its quite though for me..u have to need lots of patience..That is.

During my 5 day stay at her place, i couldn’t go on msn..sigh..coz there is no com at her place..I felt so bad not talking to my dear and he got to wait for me to go online instead..Feel the desperation? Coz he is in America for a holiday..Honestly from the bottom of my heart, not seeing him for a day felt as though he has gone away from me for a YEAR..yup its that bad.At first, i thought that 1wk plus wouldn’t be so bad compared to him going into army in 1 yrs time..I wanted to tell him that i’m not able to contact him for these few days, but then i couldn’t find anyone to help me pass this msg to him lar..So in the end i managed to chat wif him online today when i’m finally home..So HAPPY! Ok..for all those who reads my blog will start to think that i’m over reacting. But seriously the feeling is absolutely different when someone so close to u has gone away be it temporary or for good.The feeling will always be there if u have that someone in our heart. Trust me.