Jusdina

Omg…This week has come and gone without my acknowledgement. Actually, i am feeling rather kind of confused and sick this week? Busy explaining my stand to all those who don’t get it ? i really don’t get the idea of doing so much explainations and honestly i am exhausted. i am just praying hard that my parents will accept my "the other half". i am expecting no more, no less. If you truly love someone or rather, i am sure that it would be nice to recieve blessings from friends and families..However, i don’t really know what have i done by not deserving it. Isn’t this funny? Alright, maybe its up to them to make up their mind. It takes time and tremendous effort for them to come to terms with it. But even then, its alright if someone doesn’t get it still.. Even i am still thinking hard, trying to salvage the situation…Do u understand?

Looks like i have grounded myself at home for abt a week? Besides going to church, i have to face the 4 walls in my room…I realli think that my life is that boring..Anyway,  right now i am stuck in making decisions for myself. Sigh…i think i can tell u in life, it is all abt making decisions..Thats what i do not like doing…Sadly, i do not have a choice..So many choices and different paths to take…But which one is the ideal one..haha..i am referring to my career next time..yup..Late nights, burying my head in books..i guess its only a temporary thing for me now…i think only my classmates will understand what i am trying to say here…Because i kept on procrastinating in front of them…haha..There is a word that says " My health is ruled by my head, so get in touch with positive emotions". i think thats so true, coz i have lots of negative thoughts in my head nowadays..Losing sleep, falling sick and dreamt abt my lecturer…Alright,..nothing is worse than that…haha…